3.39am

Oh how i love being an insomniac.
Seriously, its the BEST.

I hope anyone who reads this has the intelligence to pick up sarcasm via the internet.

At least i dont have to get up for anything tomorrow.

Seeing that WE HAVE FINISHED FILMING OUR SUMMER PROJECT! WOO!

I was very impressed with almost everyone in my group!
Enthusiastic and professional.
For students, anyhow.

Apart from Crazy Eyes. But that goes without saying.

It's my little sister's 18th birthday in two days.
Its all very nice and it'll be cool for her to come out with me, but it also leads me onto the realisation that I am older.
When my youngest sister turns 18, i shall be 30 years old.
Which is a horrifying thought.

Summed up in a conversation with Amber:

Me: Just to get it all sorted now, one less thing to think about when i actually am 30 and contemplating suicide:
Me: will you be my children's godmother and my head bridesmaid?
Amber: Yeah, sure.
Amber: will you be mine?
Me: Go for it
Amber: thats that sorted then

Talking about bridesmaids and all, leads me in a romantic direction, or, more accurately, lack of:
Blue Eyes did not, as he said he would, come down to bournemouth this weekend.
Which means its been about hm.... OVER 2 MONTHS SINCE you-know-what.
Slowly turning a bit crazy.

Especially last night:
Taylor: Oh GOD. I haven't had sex in over a week!
Me: ........
Taylor: I'm going to kill myself.
Me:...................
Taylor: My life sucks. Seriously, over a week!!
Me: Oh, no! Poor YOU. How DREADFUL. A week?! I'm not sure how you're surviving!!! For me its only been...oh, HANG ON....TWO MONTHS!? but seriously: POOR YOOOOU!

The rest of the bar-dwellers at Ibar were a bit confused.

On the plus side, Hadouken! were fucking ace.

i wanted to steal one of the posters for the afterparty, but it turns out everyone had the same idea.
Good place to eye up some seriosuly hot indie eye-candy though. :]